14. Getting Beth Back
Coming out of the darkest period of my life has been very overwhelming, of course I still have bad days, but overall I’m okay. When I...
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Navigating Life after TFMR
A story of baby loss and the life following.
About Me
My name is Beth, I am using this as a space to talk about my honest and open feelings on how life is after a TFMR and baby loss.
TFMR is a taboo subject and is widely disregarded among the baby loss community.
This is a safe space for all.
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Beth
Jul 34 min
13. Forgetting Trauma
I am out of survival mode. Luke dying was completely and utterly the worst thing that has ever happened, and arguably the worst thing...
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Beth
May 295 min
12. Shaped by Grief
I've been struggling recently with my own identity, I am who I am but I wonder if any of the bad things hadn't happened who would I be...
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Beth
Apr 212 min
11. Work
It’s been a very strange couple of weeks for me, I have been finally feeling like I’ve been ready to get back to normality, to work...
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Beth
Mar 143 min
10. A Weird One
Recently my grief journey has been a bit strange, I've been okay-ish. I have finally felt like a person again, but that person is a shell...
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Beth
Feb 192 min
9. Grief and a Bad Choice of Words.
There are many stupid things that people have said to me since losing Luke, all from a good place (I expect), so I thought that I would...
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Beth
Feb 103 min
8.A Mountain of Grief
I set myself a goal to try and write every week but that's gone out of the window. I've been really struggling actually, there have been...
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Beth
Jan 164 min
7. Curing Depression One Burpee at a Time.
Good Evening, I thought I would write today's blog about how I am trying ('trying' being the operative word) to cure my depression and...
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Beth
Jan 94 min
6. Life and Death
LUKE- 02.09.2023 Labour was horrible. For as long as I remember I always wanted a natural birth, no medication. I actually bought a book...
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Beth
Dec 24, 20232 min
Christmas.
I would like to wish everyone a merry Christmas. I know that this weeks blog was supposed to be about Luke and his birth, but I thought...
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Beth
Dec 8, 20234 min
5. The choice
I have tried to write this sooo many times, but every time I put my phone down it disappears. So now that the dog is having a nap, I can...
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Beth
Nov 30, 20233 min
4. The Diagnosis
This week has been better, I treated myself to some lash extensions on Monday, the first thing I think I've done for myself in a long...
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Beth
Nov 23, 20233 min
3. The Second Trimester
This week has been a hard one, the grief is overwhelming and consumes nearly everything I do. I don't feel like myself, and I know that I...
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Beth
Nov 16, 20232 min
2. The Blue Line
Today I have stood up for myself, which in fact, was a long time coming. I've never really been confident, I am very much an introvert,...
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Beth
Nov 14, 20232 min
1.The Beginning.
I found out I was pregnant on 19th March 2023, mothers day. There was the faintest blue line on a pregnancy test that I had bought on the...
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